Wednesday, August 22, 2018

Right timing;

Love who you love while you have them.
That’s all you can do. Let them go when you must.
If you know how to love, you’ll never run out.

Maya

*Ann Brashares, My Name Is Memory

Monday, August 20, 2018

All Day I Dream

Well... you meet some people by accident one day in a party and bam! one year later they become your sisters, brothers, best friends, family, loved ones. . .

All Day I Dream - August 2017

All Day I Dream - August 2018

Saturday, August 18, 2018

Much love, Much war;



"If I have learned anything in this long life of mine, it is this: in love we find out who we want to be; in war we find out who we are."

The quote is from Kristin Hannah. I read it today and felt it with my heart. 

I have so much love and so much war in me. 

Breathe.x

Saturday, April 22, 2017

Running through harsh times

Today is a hard day. It's a long day.

I ran 20 minutes (first 20 min! yeyyy!!!) but still my mind is pulling me back.

I'm running through my break-up. And it's not easy. Not at all.

x

Thursday, March 9, 2017

When love fades away;

I had made a list of all the things I wanted us to do together. At the end of the list, it was written something like when we did all of these, we will fall in love all over again.
I put it on the fridge door. He saw it. Laughed. He said, " When we do all of it, I will break up with you".

Now we did break-up. The list is absolutely not done. It's on another fridge. In another country.

He did not look at the list when he flipped my photo over because he did not want to see my face. The photo was exactly above the list. On the fridge.

The list is the one behind this big black sticker.
Love,

eL.

Tuesday, March 7, 2017

Find me a soothing mantra;

Today is a hard day.

Something as heavy as a rock is pressuring my heart. And I can not breathe.

No love today.

eL.

Little moments of love;



As you may know I’m having hard times these days and desperately I’m looking for something to cheers me up. There are tiny things on daily basis that can make you happy, things you never even notice sometimes. Like a ray of a sun after a week of heavy rain. Like waking up in the morning and finding out that Maya is sleeping on my neck, snoring. Like the smell of a coffee. Like the trees blossoms. Like Tannaz singing. Like a simple text from a friend. Like hearing your favorite song on a new playlist on spotify,… . See? This list is endless. I’ve learned that embracing these little moment can help you a lot.
 And I’m grateful for each and every one of them.
But today something really different happened. It was one of those moments when you are not looking for something big, and it happens right in front of you.
There’s a little girl living next door. She should be five or six. Sometimes when I’m about to go out to take Maya for a walk I see her with her mom coming back from nursery. If Maya is not with me, usually she looks at me like, where is the dog. One time she bashfully asked her mom to ask me, where is Maya? -Which I heard and told her that I was going out and Maya is at home playing with her toys.

Today I came back from my daily walk with Maya when she started growling (more like singing) in the hallway, behind or flat’s door. She was thirsty I could tell. Suddenly I say a small hand which were painted in pink came out of the letter box. Maya started to jump to give the hand a high-five. The girl was laughing so loud and Maya was so excited too J So I bent and said hi to the girl, and she asked me if I can bring Maya close so she could touch her. And that was just cute! She said I always come behind the door when I hear Maya.

This just made my day. And I’m so damn grateful for it! 

Where the little hand came out to touch Maya:)

 Love, 

eL.
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