Dear October; stay sunny. Please!

 Hey dear October, 

In two days you will be back in my life for the 35th time. 34 times I have seen you, I have been with you and just recently I'm getting comfortable with you. You can be hug-y, cause you are a bit cold. I enjoy hugging more when you are around. 

Sun is beautiful. Lights on the walls are gorgeous. I'm more emotional of course. How can I not be.

A little short getaway always is always welcomed. We had a mini trip to Southampton to see Kings of Convenience. 

And I just loved it. 

Breathe in peace,
Elina

Dear September; My house

 Dear September, 

You came to my life with so many things. With beach, with sun, with laughter and cry. You came to my life with inspiration, love and also you brought sickness. You gave me time to recover. You reminded me of mountains and the sun. You reminded me of the butterfly in my stomach when he holds my hand. You also dragged me to me fears. I had to face them all over again because of you. If there were no September this year, I didn't need to see the darkness. I didn't need to feel helpless. But you gave them all to me. You forced me to take it. And I have to say, you know how to wrap that ball of darkness into beautiful wrapping paper with colourful glitters. Yeaah. Your existence always was a bit twisted in my life. 

And still is not over. We seem so lost in your time dear September.