Wild wave, take me there:)

Hey.

Yesterday was a long day. Not because I worked 14 hours in a row in office, but because as I looked at my watch it was not changing at all.

I’ve started a one week challenge of not complaining. Sometimes it’s hard to keep the promise. But I will. In the last four days I broke my promise 2 times. I need this weekend. 

The only thing that keeps my mind busy is to be able to stand on a wave. That's it. 

Love you all. 

Thursday Quote;

Stay patient and trust your journey.

eL. 

One Day;

Yeah. I did start to run again. Actually now that I think I don’t remember why I used to run?
I think it makes it special, like a real desire of the heart. Hm?

Yesterday I came across my 2014 resolution in my journal and I saw that I have done 2/3^rd of it without even realizing. And it made me proud.

I put my goal to surf. For that I need to work on my body. Running and yoga is good, but not enough. Besides I am not a good yogi or runner. I have to work much more.

Maya got sick and she seems so weak to me lately. After this weekend I have to spend some time with her. She’s so cute and every day I come to work I miss her so much.

Each day, in the morning that I wake up and I remember that I the night before I went running, I just cannot help it but have the big smile on my face.

What about you?

What made you smile today?

P.S. I found this website by the way, it seems a good place to make your lists.
http://dayzeroproject.com/

Loving life;

Life goes on and there’s not a single day which I can stop my mind from wandering around.

I am starting to get use to my job. It is not that tiring that is used to be. We often work on the rebranding of news channels. Preparing presentation for these project is my main job. They say I have a really good eye for finding right references. Of course I do. I used to take photos all the time. I call myself an artist. How can someone be an artist without having an artistic point of view?

Lately I am focusing on Human stories. Forgotten people. I searched for the countries in war, countries with highest raping rates, no human rights, violence and genocide. Every day when I am looking at these news & photos I just start to cry. I have puffy eyes at lunch.

But this is life, isn’t it?!

And I love it. I love my life, all my little fights with B besides long kisses and endless laughs. I love my cute dog, Maya. I love my thoughts even when they are negatives. I love my challenges towards fading them. And I love you all.

Nothingness;

Today is a really slowly day at work.

I am all empty. 

Clarification;

Seems like recently everyone around me is concerned to do something important with their life, and the ones that do, are not happy. Why?

If you do something good for the world, you have to work hard, you have to spend hours and hours searching, studying, practicing; the result will leave you lonely and miserable. And you will come to this idea that I am not happy.

The second group will be the ones who do whatever they want, follow their heart but at some point they will come to this idea that they have not done anything important for others. 

Why the world is so fucking unbalanced?

Autumn Bucket list

Today is the first day of October. And autumn is officially here.

In Istanbul we are having cool breezes all over the place and also experiencing hot sun for 2 or 3 hrs.

I want to make my bucket list for three months of this fall : )

*Start to run for 3 days a week
*Meditate more
*Start yoga in YogaŞala
*Eat more greens
*Clear my working problems with my boss (Hours problems, salary problems)
*Be more grateful
*Long walks with Maya
*Go more to the nature; Rize, Black sea
*Take more photos
*Smile and appreciate each minute of life
*Prepare my closet for cold days

What about you?

Grab a pen and a paper, write down your list and clip it to your journal and share it online! Don’t forget to mention me. Reading your bucket lists are really inspiring! 

October calendar, I downloaded from free people website